Thursday, January 26, 2012

things i love thursday

*red umbrellas

*crock-pot chicken

*Ingrid's new album Human Again

*Watching Beauty and the Beast in 3D with the fam :)
 I didn't miss an opportunity to remind Maggie of when we would sing this song as little girls. She would play Belle and I would play the Beast, though I secretly wanted to sing the part of Belle. I asked one day so sweetly that Maggie agreed to switch parts. Then I messed up the lyrics. I never had the privilege to sing Belle after that. Melanie and Carrie love this story so much that they remind me of it often. Maggie still claims to not remember it ever happening...

 

*Beginning to be able to "Name Drop" from my little spot here at Deseret Book... I met Ardeth Kapp today, although I have served her in the past as a Banquet Server. I don't think she remembers that.

* Sadly, tomorrow is the series finale of Chuck. Let's all wipe a tear. I suggest that you watch it! I have all four seasons if you want to make it a party!


*I am attempting to be a good little girl and not spend money outside of paying for bills. With that said,  I have been drooling over this website for weeks. If I were able to spend all the money in the world, almost all their merchandise would be mine.

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

awkward and awesome

It is time for another installment of Awkward and Awesome! Aren't you so excited?

awkward
- The elevator on the right keeps stopping on the first floor and opening for no reason. I didn't hit the button. Still, it opens and closes on its own. I think it is just trying to keep me on my toes.

- While sitting in sacrament meeting late in the afternoon and after not eating for six hours, my stomach audibly grumbles.

- Trying to downplay my grumbling stomach failed as the guy I was sitting next to whispers, "Was that your stomach?" ...no...

- Same sacrament meeting, I was sitting on one of the back rows. In the middle of the speakers, the couple in front of me began to get strangely affectionate. The girl pinched the guy's cheeks, stuck her finger in his ear, and I am quite certain she tried to pick his nose! I wouldn't have noticed except for the fact that this was going on right in my view of the speaker. I couldn't help myself. I laughed, though not out loud, thank heavens! The guy sitting next to me had an even better view! It got to the point where we couldn't look up or at each other

- After the meeting ended, a girlfriend of mine walked up behind me while I was still there with my friends. She touched my face and swept the hair out of my eyes and remarked, "You're so beautiful." Um, thanks...

- During a frustrating phone call, a friend walks through the lobby making me chuckle. The lady on the line asks, "Are you laughing at me?!" No!!! Oh shoot. Way to make a bad situation worse.

- Ward FHE: playing Glow in the Dark volleyball with a ball that no one can see...ends with poor Jenn (not me) getting a blow right to the chest from Jake. Whoops!

awesome
- There is an AWESOME view of the temple from my desk! You should all be jealous.

- I handed Alex Boye parking validations today. He is such a nice guy.

- Kinda awesome: Sheri (She is too cool to have a last name around these parts) walked through the lobby today. I've been here just over a week and this is the first time I've seen her. She didn't really see me, though. I think she has a one track mind.

- Did I mention the laughing uncontrollably in sacrament meeting? We really tried to focus on the speakers! Promise!  

- I've been listening to Jenny Oaks Baker's Wish Upon a Star cd for two days straight now and it is simply fantastic! You need this album.

- Brighton has officially begun and I couldn't be more excited! Spending a few days with the ladies in the presidency started my week out right. It doesn't matter what age you are, you can still giggle late into the night with the right people.

- I love working downtown! I love being a part of Joseph Smith Memorial Building and knowing my way around. I love walking past Temple Square every day and seeing the temple illuminated by the sunset. I have yet to eat at Blue Lemon with my employee discount, but I'm sure that is just a matter of time.

-Whoever is reading this- You're awesome!

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

tender mercies

(Allow me to preface: I meant to publish this yesterday. Monday was a surprisingly great day for me. Reality hit again this morning with money worries and everything else under the sun. Still, the euphoria of yesterday hasn't completely diminished...)


Isn't life grand???

(If you were to ask my mother and my sisters after our conversation yesterday, my previous question would surprise them. Let's just say, I was venting about a boy or two at the dinner table. A day later, I'm still confused, but they can do what they like...)

I simply can't get over how miraculous my life is. Everywhere I turn, I experience another tender mercy. For example, this morning I woke up with a nagging pain in my head. I wouldn't classify it as a migraine, but it was enough to make me want to stay in bed an extra hour, or three. It is gone and I feel just fine! No medication needed....

Rushing to catch trax, I was able to pull in right after someone pulled out of a prime parking spot.

I haven't had to refill my gas tank for a full week and can probably stretch it into two. Happy Day!

I work at Deseret Book! This is such an answer to prayer, you have no idea! The people are wonderful and a member of the Publishing Department already mentioned helping them in the future!!!

I am realizing that I know more about cooking than I thought. Last night, I cooked the majority of Sunday dinner alone. Mom still had to make the cheese sauce because that is still a little too much for me. Thinking about it gives me a twitch. In the past four days, I made a casserole and Sunday dinner and both were a success! (With a shout out to my mom! Thanks for helping me!) The casserole was for an LDS Living competition. On my first or second day, members of LDS Living came down to the front desk looking for people to participate and make the recipes that were submitted. I always love a challenge. On Friday, many people from the building met on the 8th floor and submitted their top three favorites. Mine won fourth place!!! *I know, right?!

Brighton 2012 has a theme!!! People are asking about applications! We had our Director Retreat and I can't wait for more. Things are starting to come together and I can stop losing sleep...

I am afraid of the moment when things start to look bleak again... I know it is coming. I hope that it remains at bay for a little while longer. I will not be brought down by some boy who chooses to be what my mother refers to as a "Duh-head."

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

what the?

Do you remember a little bit ago in my time machine when I told you about Margaret Owens? Well, I have an update. And it's something else! In the next week or two, depending on certain circumstances, I will begin working at Deseret Book's Corporate Office as the afternoon receptionist! Yes, it isn't all the way to a grown-up job, but it's close!

I spoke with Ms. Owens earlier today and was so excited about it. Then I remembered all the change that would follow and the excitement has calmed a bit for the following reasons. First, I feel like I'm bailing on my Dad but he said that this is what he expected to happen. If it were any other circumstance, I don't think I would feel quite as blue. I love my dad an awful lot and I don't want to disappoint him. I don't want to leave him in the lurch and there is a part of me that thinks that is what I am about to do.....

And second - as much as I complain about working at the Joe, I still love the other servers that I have the privilege to know and call my friends. I'm afraid that leaving and moving to something else will hurt that friendship. But other people have left and moved on and things worked out just fine. Dad always says that I worry too much. *sigh*

I have to keep remembering that change is good......right?

Dang! Why must dreams coming true be so complicated???

Thursday, January 5, 2012

awkward and awesome

awkward
- Yesterday at work, I overheard a complete conversation about a coworker's problems with his intestine. No joke! That was five minutes I will never get back.
- running into things: walls, doors, other people
- Story: I was asked by Miranda, along with the rest of the members of the presidency, to teach a quick section of the Relief Society Declaration. My small part was towards the end of class and I was fully realizing how little time was left and how much I wanted to say. So I went for it. Going for it, while I teach, involves me singing. Loudly. Without realizing that that was what I was going to do... The sisters laughed and I just kept going. At least I am entertaining, I guess. I told my mom and sisters about it and they are still laughing.




awesome
- Any time the family is gathered around the dinner table, awesome things come out of people's mouths. Today happened to belong to my dad. Out of context, it may not have the same effect, but image MY FATHER speaking while plugging his nose. I know, right? Then, tonight we were talking about temple recommends and Dad was sure he knew what he was talking about, then suddenly exclaims, "Wait, who are we talking about?!"
- Sharing falling stories after Presidency meeting last night! I'm sure it involved my ugly laughing face.
- a day off to watch movies and sleep (while still playing nurse the the younger sister)
- reminders that friends are never too far away to care about me---thanks guys! You know who you are, and I think you're awesome!

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

pick me up

I thought we could both use a good pick me up after that last post. 
So here you are:
It doesn't get much better than two of my favorite singers:

Jennifer Nettles teamed up with Sara Bareilles!







And YAH, you better believe I saw this live when they came to Salt Lake! 
:) :) :)

reality

I'm not your biggest fan.

Here I am again, sitting in my cubicle, scanning files into cyberspace, listening to my iPod to break up the silence. It is another one of those days where the only way I make it through is by thinking about my future paycheck. Don't get me wrong, I really do like hanging out with my dad every day here at work, but he is currently away at the doctor's office and I am here scanning and struggling to make an Excel spreadsheet work. Computers are not my best friends.

The green monster of jealousy is on my heels today. I keep thinking of the "What if"s and  the "If Only"s and it isn't getting me anywhere. One day... One day, my job will be a career. One day, a man will think I'm pretty great. One day, I will feel completely independent. One day, I will have spending money. One day, I will travel back across the pond. One day, I'll be the cool kid on the block. I just hope that that "one day" decides to appear sooner rather than later.

Then I start thinking, "Who wants to know all of this?" With the new format of Blogspot, I can see the Viewing Traffic on my blog, and I would like to personally thank the few of you that choose to read my murmurings. These people with hundreds of followers help me realize how meager my little blog is. Maybe one day I will be a famous blogger and people will be inspired by me... Right now, I suppose I will have to be content to broadcast my randomness out into this cosmic void.


P.S. Apologies for the downer....

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

time machine

I know that it is no longer the wonderful Christmas season. Oh, how I know it. But I never fully finished describing my blissful holiday to my five readers. So, jump in my imaginary time machine and we will take care of that in short order.

Oh, December! Hello, again!

On December 6, I experienced one of the greatest moments of my life. As I mentioned in previous posts, a few months ago I received an email from higher up the Deseret Management Corporation totem pole recruiting employees to sing. Since I work for Temple Square Hospitality and they are under the large umbrella of DMC, I decided to add my voice to this choir that would be part of the program for the DMC Christmas dinner. Friends participated in the choir last year and told me how completely wonderful it was. They weren't kidding. I am still experiencing mind-boggling repercussions of this magnificent event.

The dinner was served by JSMB banquets in the Sharon/Manchester room. Therefore, I was very much at home. Still, being involved as a "guest" and not having the stress of serving the function always makes me feel strangely like a "fish out of water." I left the office with Christmas dress in tow, and eventually took my place on the risers for a final rehearsal. There I stood, quite enjoying myself, while I watched Laurel, Amy, Dianne, and some fellow servers prepare the room, straighten silverware a thousand times, correct the lighting, set out name cards, take pictures, and almost have a conniption considering that the prophet would be in attendance.

While Laurel walked around the tables with her fancy camera, she ran into Brent Shingleton, my boss's boss's boss, and began talking. I noticed the two in the room but she caught my eye in the middle of their conversation and I know that she was talking about me. She pointed me out, waved and said something along the lines of "She belongs to me..." I could only think, "Smile and wave, Jen. Just smile and wave."
We finished dress rehearsal with enough time to choose our seats and for me to rush and change my clothes. My friend, Dallin, and I went to the far edge of the room where choir assigned tables hid and found seats that would give us a perfect view of President Uchtdorf when he stood up to speak and then I rushed down to my car to grab my dress and change. We met up again in the lobby to critic a highschool choir, smile at the elaborate gestures of their conductor, and ride the elevator with high profile guests as we were all going to the same place. I kept thinking, "So this is how the other half lives... I like it!"

We entered the Sharon/Manchester room and Dallin started hobnobbing with important people. I would have joined in but without an introduction, I suffered as to what to say. My friend, Char, was captaining this giant event and I ran to talk to her. Crazily, she told me that she had all the new servers! I was shocked and completely grateful that I didn't have to work but could simply enjoy. I told her that I would pray for her. She smiled and told me to have a good time. Check!

I moved on to sit at my table and found out that I would be sitting to the same woman I sang next to. I introduced myself, officially, and we began to exchange small talk as very prominent people began to arrive. Elder and Sister Bednar were seated at a table a few feet away from me. Seven other members of the Quorum of the Twelve arrived and were stationed at various tables in the middle of the room. I turned to my new friend, Margaret Owens, and mentioned that I have learned to keep the excitement of meeting these heroes of mine on the inside. I serve them every now and again, and the only way that is possible is if I keep some manner of professionalism and decorum. I slipped and told her I learned it while serving Sister Sheri Dew, when I actually meant to say Sister Elaine Dalton...She smiled and said that she works with Sheri, and would I mind if she related the story. I didn't correct her, just nodded and smiled, realizing that Ms. Owens worked at Deseret Book!

Further into our conversation, the man next to her said something to the fact that she works in the Human Resources Department at Deseret Book!!! I almost jumped out of my skin! Luckily, I have mastered, as I said, the art of keeping that excitement on the inside, and I didn't accost her right then and there, demanding that I would LOVE to work for Deseret Book and could she please find me a position....!!! No, I decided that perhaps it would be better to wait and email later, saying how nice it was to meet her and would she help me out, etc. I was almost positive I could figure out her email address. Still, that didn't keep me from mentioning certain things as we continued to talk. For example, I turned to Dallin, who had entered the conversation at some point, and made a small quip about being an English major. The man sitting to Ms. Owens left asked where I worked in the past and I told him about working at the Joe, working for my dad, and how I previously worked for George as a personal assistant while I was in college. The conversation went that direction with little help from me and I didn't miss the opportunity.

The food was delicious, even more so when it is fresh from the hot box than when the servers eat, an hour later.We dined on Christmas salad (an apple/cranberry/pomegranate seed mess on a leaf of lettuce), a new salmon dish I didn't know existed and the Joe version of filet mignon on a plate with a twice baked potato (another dish that I have never had before while working there for 18 months), and what is called "Orange Bomb" cake which tastes like orange sticks, but better. I think after all the fancy food we had at the 100 Year Celebration, the prophet decided to okay the menu. As a choir, we feasted as quickly as we could while still trying to maintain our voices. It didn't work very well as when we went to warm up and run through a few things, everyone sounded like toads. The adrenaline was pumping pretty hard by that point.

Finally, we lined up outside in the hall and waited for the okay. I was standing on the back row so I was among the first in place. I walked, focusing on NOT tripping up the risers, then stood facing forward and there sat President Thomas S. Monson, no more than fifteen feet away from me! Could have knocked me over with a feather! My breath caught for a few moments, and then Cary Ripplinger was standing there, ready for us to begin. Time to focus! We started by singing a well-known arrangement of "Jingle Bells" that the Tab Choir has sung before. In the first few notes, President Monson distracted me as he held both his arms up and pretended to lead us with a giant smile on his face. It was awesome! The second song was "A Shepherd's Carol," arranged by Dan Forrest. (He is a new favorite of mine.) At the conclusion, President Monson, himself, stood up and gave us a standing ovation! What better compliment could there be?!

Then, Cary listed off the different companies within DMC and had each of us raise our hands to claim our spots. I almost think there were a few moments when the prophet looked right at me. Even away from the pulpit, without verbally bearing testimony, I saw the mantle on his shoulders. President Monson is the prophet today. He speaks truth and leads us back to our Heavenly Father. Standing there, I realized that this was my personal opportunity to bear my own testimony of my Savior, Jesus Christ. I don't know if I, personally, made a difference that night to President Monson, but he made all the difference to me. Standing there, singing to my heroes (President Uchtdorf, President Eyring, Elder Holland, and Elder Scott were all sitting within my view) I knew I would never be the same.

The final two songs were a French version of Silent Night (It's been long enough that I can't remember the title) and "The First Noel," also arranged by Dan Forrest. Listen. I dare you. (Thanks to the University Singers of 2009- strangely, I know a few faces in the video...) It was AMAZING!!! When the dinner started, CEO Mark Willis made some crack about the DMC choir keeping Mack Wilberg on his toes because we were just that good. We finished our four numbers and President Uchtdorf, loud enough so that I could hear, said, "Mark, you weren't kidding." I always knew I loved that man. We walked back through and out the hallway while guests on either side of us complimented our talents. I think we could give the University Singers a run for their money, and none of us auditioned.

The night concluded with a few speakers, but the only one I really cared about was President Uchtdorf. It was wonderful and the entire three rooms we used could feel both the peace of the Spirit and the magnitude of his words. I wish I would have thought to bring my notebook to make notes. The dinner ended with a prayer and, after a few moments, I was surrounded again by important people. I attempted to meet Elder Holland and shake his hand, but I was a bit too nervous. Dallin and I walked out at the same time as he and his wife, so that will have to be enough. At the elevators, all guests received a GIANT gift bag, myself included! At no charge to me, I received the 5 Best Sellers from Deseret Book, the KSL 2012 calendar, a glass beehive container thing, and 6 or 7 Utah Truffle bars. It was hefty!!!!

The night was one I will never forget. I was so lucky to sing, to hang with my friend, Dallin, and to be among many of the noble and great ones. I still can't believe it happened to me.

P.S. I am still in contact with Margaret Owens. I emailed her a day or two after this event and she mentioned a job position. It isn't official and I don't want to jinx it, but she emailed me back and said that she felt impressed to mention the job to me. Talk about Divine intervention! I'll keep you posted if it actually turns into anything.

Monday, January 2, 2012

happy 2012!

Welcome 2012! I have a good feeling about you.


(How I wish I could see this in person...)


I have learned the best way to accomplish goals is to write them down and share them. This is my list for a year that will rock my socks- I can already tell.


Goals for 2012
Try not to be so hard on myself
Use my gym membership
Stay organized
Read The Book of Mormon completely before Brighton starts, and then again and again and again...
Attend the temple once a week.
Practice my guitar
Learn to budget my money
Bear testimony more often
Exercise at least 3 times a week
Be more out-going
Be a better friend
Make Ward FHE a bigger priority


And remember the entire time:


"Tomorrow is always fresh, with no mistakes in it."
 -Anne Shirley