
I'm craving some adventure. I want some excitement. It is the start of another downhill slope of another semester. I go to class and do my homework. I go and sing in choir. I beat my brains out trying to be smart enough for this English major that I have chosen. I really do enjoy it and am finding out more and more the total nerdiness factor that I possess. (For instance, no professor would like the sentence I just wrote....Oh well, they aren't going to read this.)
But I want some adventure. I want some excitement! I am not working at my home away from home this summer and it makes me sad. What do I do now?
I feel slightly stuck in a cycle. I want to do the right things for me. I don't want to cause more trouble than is needed. Still- I have an inkling to live dangerously. Well, what would be dangerous in my standards. No Mom, I won't dye my hair pink or go bungy-jumping off of something 100 feet in the air. I won't do something stupid. I probably won't do anything.
Sad day.